i dont understand. I’ve been taking the medicine and i thought it was working but i still get these downs. I’m fine and then i see or hear one thing and just crash again. i hate it. its so hard to live my life on this edge, not knowing whats going to happen. i feel so precarious, like at any second i could just fall right back down there. its terrible. i hate it. and he’s so sweet to me but sometimes that just doesnt matter, its not all about him or us. ugh its just. I’m sick of it and tired of it and i wish it would just go away.
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